Hi! I haven’t written in a while, I know. I just can’t seem to figure out what exactly is worth writing about, you know? Anyways, thanksgiving passed and it made me super reflective. (more than usual, isn’t that insane?) I got to thinking about all the people close to me in my life and it gave me a warm feeling that made my stomach feel all tingly and made me smile in ridiculous amounts. No seriously, I got kinda annoyed with myself. It’s hard for me to comprehend just how people put up with me, I’m not always the best and I definitely have my rough moments. I struggle a lot with feeling like I don’t have a place with people my age. I can never seem to understand them, or relate to what seem like “normal” feelings or experiences. Side note, definitely not saying this makes me better than any of them; I definitely wish I could. That’s where my #relatable #teen twitter humor comes from, a desperate longing to not feel so inadequate…I didn’t say that though. Okay let me stop being so painfully emo. All that is just to say that even though I go through all these things, I still have wonderful people in my life that not only are there for me no matter what, but who are willing to tell me when I’m being stupid. (and trust me sometimes I reeeeally need it) All my closest friends I wouldn’t trade for the world. They’re funny, and wise, and willing to go out of their way to help me when I need it. I guess this is just a reminder to myself. I really couldn’t ask for anything better.
((((This isn’t solely about the people in these pictures!!! I have tons of beautiful incredible great friends and this goes out to all of you and I love you all more than I can describe)))))