i’m learning to find beauty in things lost

my heart tonight feels blank

i have to start over

write a new story on it

fix it

make it capable of beating on its own

 

but it hurts unbearably to tear off the pieces of what was there before

i have to go through them all

piece by piece

reliving every moment

every touch

every word that now seems obsolete

 

whispers of memories that i hold closest

they slip through my hands

blown away by winds of change

 

i know time heals all wounds

but me and time aren’t exactly friends

this feels eternal

 

when is it over

tell me this has to finish somewhere

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